Mrs Woolsey

Video Game Wishlist 2013

[WII GAMES]
  1. Epic Mickey 2
  2. Wipeout 1, 2, or 3
  3. Disney Uverse
  4. Deblob 1 or 2
  5. Create
  6. Thrillville: Off the Rails
  7. Looney Tunes Acme Arsenal
  8. Brave
  9. Lego: Indiana Jones
  10. Sim City Creator
  11. Mad World
  12. Fling Smash
  13. Sims 2 or 3
[ PLAYSTATION 3 GAMES ]
  1. Assassins Creed 1,2,or 3
  2. L..A Norie
  3. Alice: Madness Returns
  4. Heavenly Sword
  5. Family Guy: Back to the Multiverse
  6. Split Second
  7. Naughty Bear
  8. Dante's Inferno: Divine Edition



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The Extreme Update: p2 - Short n Sweet

Well i was sent home the Friday before Christmas.  Got to spend some time with my nieces and my sisters. Had 2 wonderful dinners, one fore Christmas eve the other Christmas Night. Robert and i were given a Poloroid tablet for Christmas. And my sister gave me a vintage Ramones shirt which i find really awesome. It has the vintage logo on it. Said she had to fight for it at the mall on Black Friday. The early morning of the 27 my Ginger gave birth to 8 puppies. She had 4 males and 4 females. Alough we just recently lost the Runt of the litter early this morning, i guess her little body just  couldnt take it. So i am a little depressed by what happened since i was going to be keeping her. Guess ill pick one of her brother or sisters out. Ive already got a few homes lined up for a  couple of them. Which makes me insanely happy that they will be going to wonderful loving homes.

We dont really have any plans as it stands right now for New Years, we will probably stay home. And have people come over here if i can manage it. I dont wanna spend it doing nothing.

The night everything happened with the power and my collapsing, my dog Lucy figured a way out of the back yard and ran off. There is no sign of her around here any more. I was given the news Christmas eve, when i went looking for her to say hi. I am heart broken, she was my baby, my sanity when living out in Arkansas with my dad and husband. .I just hope someone took her in and loving to her. Because she is one of the best dogs ive had. And ive had a few dogs.
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The Extreme Update: p1

I can only imagine what you all must think, since i last updated.  Anyone following on Facebook knows at least part of what is has been going on. First off i must say, thank you so much for all the prayers and constant support i have received. You will never understand how much it actually helps, and what a huge comfort it is to see someone cares about you when your truly at the bottom.

So here is what happened. Remember i was discharged on Dec 13th with meds, and a fresh trach change. Well things weren't going right from the start, the doctors at the er had prescribed Oxycontin, and only enough for 5 days. Along with some other meds, well not only did my body go into serious withdraws from the pain medicine when i ran out, i also started to develop an allergic reaction to something. I cant even begin to describe how that all felt, all i will tell you is i don't wish that shit on anyone, and if you know anyone that even considers doing that shit warn them off of it. No one in there right mind should go through that. Anyways, so i was dealing with that shit, trying to be comfortable and keep up with trach care. Saturday night, we had a black out on our block, that meant no power for my oxygen or my ventilator on top of dealing with everything else for 4 and a half hours. Our neighbors across the street blew up there generator trying to get us power. Shit was just hitting the fan left and right. Finally around dawn power came back on, and i wasn't doing so well. So my mom and i thought maybe replacing the inner cannula to the trach might up my breathing some. In the space of exactly 30 seconds my entire world went wild.

I started to choke, and collapsed to the ground in front of my mother.As she pulled me up into her arms i struggled to breath, my heart barely pumping. Robert was rushing around trying to get the ventilator to work or something thinking that was what was wrong. So here is where things get to be a bit to close for comfort, by anyone's standards. I had what you would call an out of body experience. I shit you not. I was not, but i was if you know what i mean. I felt my heart stop, yet i was still speaking to my mom. I just kept saying, I love you, to everyone, and that i was still here. Sounds were muffled shit was just a blur after about a minute, or so. Then i felt my self roughly hauled up and thrown onto a stretcher. I was taken to the nearest hospital. Where they pounded on me like African war drums to make sure i was coming back. I did wake up in the emergency room, long enough to assure my mother and Robert i was in fact a still alive. I do not remember any of the next 3 days. I can make out bits and pieces of family and nurses. Not to mention needles and shit. I know there have been a few posts that are complete and utter gibberish, i can only say i was on morphine and had my cell phone.

I think i am gonna let you all absorb this update and then post my part 2.

btw, i would really think it would be kick ass if i could have a custom icon made that says " when life kicks, kick back"  its my new motto. i dont care how its made if its animated, i just want it to look bad ass, if you want a photo for it let me know. tag it with abw. please.
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Update-on an update

So, the pulmonary clinic ( they are the ones that ordered the scope). Well they had to reschedule. Aparently they dont have a guy with funny  gas isnt working tomorrow....So bah, sometime next week now. Go figure i have to put shit on hold again for them.

I mean i thought this was kinda you know serious since these fucking lumps restrict air flow.....
Oh well. Heres to hoping i dont turn blew and pass out or something from choking......( dont worry i have the ventilator on and i am rarely alone)

woolseys

Four am rant

Urgh it's four am and I can't sleep to save my life. I am in horrible pain and can't get comfortable. It just sucks. I am out of my meds, I hope the dr refills my script on Friday. Not sure what ill do if he doesn't. I can't function with this level of pain. My hose got caught on the desk earlier to night and it pulled hard, I've had a nasty head and neck ache since. Oh well what can I do?

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LGTB.

    So you say you are all for equality, unconditional love, LGTB freedom. How many of you actually are? How many of you actually support these ideas, these ways of life, these frames of mind? Do you support your friend, your sister, brother,  cousin or even your spouse? Do you or have you ever bullied or made comments about someone because of any being any of these lesbian, gay, transgender or bisexual? Do you rally the support causes, and secretly make nasty comments toward someone in private. IF you do, or have done anything negative toward LGTB, you are making a direct hit toward me.Because I support the LGTB cause on a personal level. I have many of friends and family members in the community.
    I am married to a transgender man. I love my husband with all my heart, he takes care of me and my needs.We have been together 3 years on October 17th. Yeah he is a typical male, does typical stupid shit. We have a loving relation ship that anyone would be proud to have. So when comments are made about any of this it upsets me greatly.I am also very much pissed off at the fact of what is going on right now.There is no reason to drag someones health problems, sexual preferences or anything into fucking graphic designing. There is NO REASON to make nasty comments about someones anatomy. That just makes you a BULLY.
                    I WILL NOT BE FRIENDS WITH A BULLY
             IF you feel the need to delete me because of any drama. I know my true friends.
                        I am done dealing with it.
                            This does not change who I am,I am still me. To those of you who choose to stay friends with me
                                           I love you guys.                           
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My final say on this matter.

Because i agree with some of what Vinnie said. About the drama going around live journal, about the makers having sales, making loved lists and splitting. Only to come back. About bitching over fonts, quotes and shit. That if you should credit where credit is due. As for the rest of the drama i stay out of it. I thought i made a FUCKING neutral comment. Since i have never started or been apart of any bullshit here or anywhere else. I agree what is said here because i don't want the drama ether, i got my own health bullshit to deal with. And i agree Crystal has the full right to do with what she wants on her journal, which is why i was supporting her.

I am a friendly, trustworthy honest person, i am helpful and loving. i am SUPPORTIVE of all my friends. I am a friend you can and will have for as long as you choose to be my friend. Hell even if your not my friend, ill still be yours. I am sorry if anyone feels like i have " betrayed " them

Obviously people are having problems with me. DO what you got to do, wanna delete me and drag my name down like some middle school kids okay. IDGAF

peace out.

-I am posting this as a public entry as well as a comment here,
- Tara you did what i would have done for any friend of mine, i love you still <3
-- Crystal i am deeply sorry this involved you in anyway, i love you hun.
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